Don Mann: Focusing on my Craft

Wednesday, May. 10, 2006 - 1:56 a.m.

This is as far as I've come(?)
Pathetic.
It's as if the past two years never happened
It's as if I still didn't know better.

I think of how I'll say that I'm done;
Apathetic
I doubt she'll know what I'm talking about.
Even though she's going through it right now.

Tonight I caught a glimpse of the rapture
Though, it wasn't just Manchester's south end that experienced a blackout.
Something's turned on the fool in me.

My heart's in the basement and flooding
I should have told it not to bother getting up.
Should have known better.

Logic's gone.

We're all creatures of habit, I suppose.
It's pouring now
Like a sea of doubt falling one drop at a time on my head
reminding me of how much I'll regret this
Stinging cold skin

But I still can't pretend I was alright all along/all alone
Should I settle, or suffer?
I just want to walk away.

I wish I was good enough to make you feel better.
I wish my home was inviting enough to make you stay.
I wish I still had a personality worth knowing
Things will never be alright again
Not with you
/not alone

No one changes with me.
When I'm someone new
No one knows me.
(they don't need to)

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