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Don Mann: Focusing on my Craft Friday, Nov. 28, 2003 - 11:41 p.m. Today sucked. I've been very irritable and pessimistic all day. I guess it was a result of several factors conjointly kicking the shit out of my head and body. For starters, I didn't get nearly enough sleep last night, having Alise next to me made it a little hard to relax...not that I'm uncomfortable with her, just that I always get really self-conscious when sleeping in the same room with anyone. The hours I did sleep I was in a weird position that made both of my wrists incredibly sore the next morning, and it almost hurt to play guitar. I came downstairs to a battlezone, empty bottles and trash everywhere, important pieces of my life scattered all over the floor and trampled during the party. Believe it or not, I don't think I drank ENOUGH last night, contrary to the usual. Getting in heated arguments that lead to deep thoughts of a scarring past really can kill one's buzz. Last night Liz wanted to go pick up Sean. I knew she'd been drinking, but I wasn't sure how much. However, the mere suggestion of drunk driving drove deep thoughts into my head of another face, another good woman lost to drunk driving not 3 months ago. I think it was then that my night went downhill. After that, being surrounded by drunk people while completely sobered and frustratingly off balance was just too much for me. I went upstairs and stared at my ceiling for 2 hours. Anyways, cleaning the mess was fun. Nate and I spent an hour cleaning a mess 10 people had made of my basement. What else happened today...well nothing really. I made dinner for Nate and I then we played games for several hours. Then I decided to go visit Jesse at work...then new developments were made and I stole her away to my house, where her and nate drank Twisted Teas. It took her maybe five seconds to be relatively drunk. Bah, I'm not very focused right now. Too much going on in the background. Anyways...I wrote a song. I recorded it real quick N shitty, here it is. |