Talk to me on AIM at: INDEEDDonMann Past Entries at a Glance I've come crawling back to myself... - Sunday, Feb. 28, 2010
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Don Mann: Focusing on my Craft Sunday, Nov. 23, 2003 - 8:56 p.m. Permanent Solution ~ Never wanted more than I could hold in my hands Never offered more than I could withstand I climbed the mountain and saw first hand The simple ending of a complex man ~ Constrained and confined in a state of acceptance Cursed and damned without opportunity for repentance Without refining my heart and soul's essence Thus I submit my leave of absence ~ You held me down I can't take this and I won't anymore You pushed me down Watch me as I walk through the door ~ The permanent solution stares at me Words on a page my eyes beg to read Whether I choose to choke or bleed Will be the decision that sets me free ~ You planted the seed I nursed it tenderly as it took over the ground Now you will reap As I hack at the limbs with no one around ~ and if I should vanish without a trace all my feelings destroyed and memories erased Acts of passion, dull moments, times of stupidity and times of brilliance My love, my craft, my life experience Would they not be kept someplace? Or will they too vanish from the planet's face? ~ The road before me is winding and harrowing But the path is perpetually narrowing A simple truth is becoming clear to me: ~ the price of being anything but ordinary is to accept that you are nothing more than temporary |